Fashion fade, style remains. Working behind the scene of one of Malaysia's most anticipated events of the year within the fashion industry was definitely an honour, but this time around, it was filled with mixed emotions and feelings. It felt so much like throwing a pebble into the vast lake of disappointment that it just sinks right into the deep abyss. There was so much more that could be done and achieved, in the TV production that we were producing. Having said that, I was fortunate enough to personally meet top supermodel, Ai Tominaga for a face to face interview, and mingled with China supermodels backstage. To top it of, it was the joy of working with our local designers that made this journey worthwhile and bearable. It is definitely a collaborative effort, the make-up team, the hairstylists, the host, the photographers, etc. I was thrilled, but would not do this again, if certain conditions are not met upfront. I need to know that I am in control of the outcome. What's so wrong about being a control freak? We should deliver the best and know that we have done our best, in whatever we do in life. A huge lesson learnt.